Oooook. Think I had better explain a few things while I have chance.

Firstly I am rather worried that because I haven’t been out since Hobbits closed that people think I have lost touch with them. To be honest I am more than worried, I am terrified I have lost my friends. The truth is that I am not totally right in the head. I am not talking about a mental illness but the after effects of last year’s Glandular fever have started to hit me.

For the past month, two months, I don’t know I have felt like I have had a bad cold continuously and my body has started reacting ever more bizarrely to alcohol and things like that than before. Valentine’s day I went out for a chinese with my gorgeous girlfriend and I had just two small bottles of chinese beer. The alcohol in it made me almost instantly sleepy and I don’t mean a bit tired, I mean head lolling almost dozing off in the middle of a sentence, totally exhausted, sleepy. That has never happened before, but has happened twice more since then. Once over a curry with Lemony, Harry and Mike and once with me drinking one glass of wine at my home. Very odd.

For the past couple of weeks I have had muscular pain throughout my entire body but especially in my legs arms and back. I have felt completely drained and literally shattered (a two flight walk up the steps in the car park on Saturday left my legs almost in agony).

Basically I just want to say that although I know I am not there, I do miss you all, especially my very close friends, Hwang, Mike, Harry, Rich, Christina, Gem, Sarah, Lisa, Nat, Dave, Claire, Flea, the list goes on (especially Mandy of course who I don’t see half as much as I really should).

So hopefully this Friday I shall be out, if I will survive the alcohol and dancing we shall see, but with somewhere new to go hopefully with your support (which I know you all give without me asking but I am saying now I am very grateful) and we shall have a gay old time (especially with Hwang of course).

I love you all. I’ll be back soon.xxxxx

(and Lemony I love you lots too, especially when you don’t wear undies because you forget to bring any clean ones with you.!!!!)

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