So what am I doing tonight.? Is it Monday.? Tuesday.??? The backup tape I just rammed into our main server at work was marked ‘Tuesday’ so I guess I go with that. 
Work was quiet. Very quiet.! I think between 4.30 and 5pm I picked one ticket.!!!
So to tonight. Bar 4 at 8pm if you are joining us. Gonna be a quiet one, Angel, me, Sarah, Stew, Giles. So come meet us for a drinky.!
Is this REALLY all I have to say today.!!??!! Bizarre. Maybe I will find something to rant about later.
xxxxx
Well my Bank Holiday started out much better than it did last year (when Hwang introduced me to one glass of Absinthe on the Friday and I didn’t go out again til the Monday night).!!!
We headed around to my very good friend David’s house, unbeknownst to him, to celebrate a slightly belated birthday. He was incredibly surprised to see us turn up on his doorstep clutching a bottle of wine and twelve cans of Fosters. He hadn’t had much sleep due to odd incidents the night before but was most welcoming.
Huge thanks to Beth for arranging it and inviting us all. Was a good little party. Only about 10 of us (My lovely self, Angel, Sarah, Stew aka James Dean, Dave, Beth, Tommy, Kitten etc etc, lol) but people kept dropping in and it was just what the doctor ordered after a hard weekend of drinking, lol.
We didn’t stay too late, got a taxi about half twelve and ate chocolate as dessert to the vast spread of food laid out (and decimated by me) at the party.
So today I shall sit here and ponder the rest of the week. Out for a drink with an old “friend” tonight, Hobbits tomorrow, Friday and Saturday and maybe Dominion on Thursday. Should be a full week, especially as I am working full time from Wednesday.
And a massive THANK YOU to Nat, Emma, Hwang, Sarah and David for Saturday night. It is good to know I have such supportive and lovely friends. You make me fllllllllllyyyyyyyyy
Love Love
xxx
Ouch….
…Yes my head is doing that throbbing thing again. Funnily enough I only seem to get it when I have been out drinking heavily. Weird.!!
Had a FANTASTIC night last night. Bar 4 to begin with, thanks to Mrs Sarah picking me up and saving my bro the drive into town, lol. Met up with Nat and Stew eventually. Angel wasn’t out because her boyfriend wouldn’t let her *insert your personal opinion here*. So she missed an amazing night. Headed to Phoenix and watched Sarah looking ill through too much aftershock (in my humble opinion). Had to get her a glass of water which was exactly what she had to do for me the other week . I avoided the aftershock so I didn’t feel bad going onto Hobbits.
We got there juuuuuuust as the last pieces of stage were being removed from the dance floor. There was a lot of ickle goths outside, which was cute. But the atmosphere was amazing. I cannot explain what I mean, you had to be there to feel it. Sometimes you can get there and tell if it is going to be a good night or not, well last night it hit you the second you got in there.
I think I drank way too much. I am not sure. I just know it hurts this morning.!!! Met the most GORGEOUS Spanish girl though. Called Natalia, oh my word, was she pretty.!!!! Eyes that I would actually die for.! Lol.
And tonight. Well, Angel is out with her new boyfriend which will be fun. Expect fireworks, actually don’t expect them. Neither of us will talk and it will be a normal night out ish. I shall let you know what happens.!!
Byeee xxxx
I forgot to mention… a couple of funny things said to me….
Firstly Thursday, sat in Dominion, Hwang was being cheeky and said something to which I retorted instantly, “That’s rich”. He pointed past me and said “No, THAT’S Rich”. Rich looked up confused as Hwang and I giggled like girls.
Then last night Sarah picked up a random bottle of beer and started drinking it. She said it was free, then added “I will take most things if they are free”. Nice.!
“I’ll try,” she said as he walked away.
“Try not to lose you.”
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
“I’ll be here waiting” tested and secure.
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin’s deep in my blood,
you’ll be the one to fall.
“I wish I could be the one,
the one who won’t care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one’s guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it’s hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it’s hurting you, but it’s killing me.”
Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you’re perfecting a world… meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation’s near.
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin’s deep in my blood,
you’ll be the one to fall.
“I wish I could be the one,
the one who won’t care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one’s guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it’s hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it’s hurting you, but it’s killing me.”
One day this song won’t mean so much to me.
Uuuuugh, what a day. Worked alllll of it. Didn’t get to sleep til really late. Pain in the ass manager turned up too. Meh, not good.
Had a late night last night. The usual, Bar 4, Hobbits combination. Had a good long chat with Hwang in Bar 4, then met the usual bunch in Hobbits because they were late *insert raised eyebrow smiley here*
Found my Avenged Sevenfold “City Of Evil” CD which I had left there on Saturday when the taxi turned up unexpectedly. Finally got them to play Bat Country and no one danced, ok nor did I but oh well, lol.
So now I wait til Friday. The party night for me, the music is always better. There will be drinking and making merry and hopefully more people out.
Enjoy Thursday. We are out in Dominion and Stables if you wish to come see us.!
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
To the person that posted me a comment last weekend via the IP address of The Grange School in Warmley, Bristol, it got missed out when my site was moved. No one read it, so you lost out. Lol. Nice try. Come back when you have something more special.
Like a brain. Oh and I know who you are btw. If you try it again, then I will tell those who know you.!
This is Thursday is it.? Great. I have work from 9am til 5.30pm, without a lunch break, and only being paid for six hours.! Great. I love my company.!!
On the bright side, I did bump into a surprising amount of people from Hobbits when I went to buy fags (a journey of 100 metres, if that).! So big hellos to Dodgy Dave, Lauren and Tony… and an even bigger hello to the lovely Emma, who I didn’t recognise due to her having her hair up, lol.
Tonight I have been to Dominion with Angel (with her new Angel wristband she bought in Bristol with me and tonsilitus… awww get well soon gorgeous.!!) Giles and the rest of the usual suspects. My nails glowed like blue ice which was nice. I am so easily pleased (no comments from people thank you).
So what is in store for the weekend. Well tomorrow night we have a night out in Hobbits, then Saturday night much the same… then Sunday… well I can’t mention what I am up to Sunday due to spiritual censorship, lol. I hate that.!
Oh and if you are wondering what the title line is about, it is taken from the motto of the 111th Air National Guard Bomber Unit. Don’t ask, it saves time.!!
Goodnight all.!!!
Bonjourno my little facists. Are we all happy and fine.? Good.
We had our little night out to Hobbits and Bar4 last night, as usual for a Tuesday. Angel, Sarah, Stew, Nat, Merv, Giles, Monkey, Rich, Hwang. Quite a bunch lol. I had a bad case of “notlisteningproperlyitus” which led to me hearing Stew say “Hold my apparatus” and Sarah has apparently started eating “Menstural chow mein”, which doesn’t really moisten my taste buds with anything but bile.!!
I have a lovely new pendant thanks to a little favourite lady of mine. And some new nail varnish (blue) with which to glow attractively under UV this weekend. Lol.
I am off to the pub tonight to enjoy a quiet pint with Little Miss Car Destroyer 2006. Have a nice night.!!
But I am facing a brick wall. Someone is hurting and I can’t stop it. And it is hurting me. I hate watching people cry. Hate it.
So last week, my friend Christina drove home from work. Via a small lorry. The result.?
OUCH.!!
Now that IS a probable write off.!! Thankfully she was fine except for a seatbelt mark, a bruise and a stiff neck.
How are you all then.? For those of you just switching over from another blog, welcome to the updated blog for today. For those of you switching over from Sarah’s blog, I would like to point out that I was drunk when I put that fez on. Oddly enough it turned up about three hours later in Hobbits instead of Phoenix.!!!
I have been at it again. No, not like that, well yes like that too, lol, but I mean, sending letters to local newspapers. They have decided to pedestrianize Worle High Street. “Not exactly the end of the world” I hear you cry.? Well no, and compared to starving millions and people blowing themselves up (either Iraqi suicide bombers or Americans eating one too many bagels) it may seem a little insignificant and petty, but it makes my blood a little on the steamy side. Why does everywhere have to be turned into a sea of paving nowadays. Years ago, even the High Street in Weston was a normal one way street. People didn’t throw themselves in front of cars and kids wore reins so their mothers could control them (trust me on this because I used to be restrained in the same way). But now people have started NOT taking responsibility for their own lives and expect to be wrapped in cotton wool by society and the normal people amongst us have to put up with badly designed town centres.
Oh well.
So to this week. Tomorrow night, Hobbits, then I am off shopping on Wednesday (day off paid, yay.!), then Friday and Saturday Hobbitsing again. Excellent. Now all I need to do is eat the pizza I am waiting for and all will be right with the world again.
Actually, good point, made a truly amazing sandwich last night. Ham, chorizo sausage, gherkins and the special ingredient, chilli pickle. Ok, it blew my head off but wow, what a sandwich. And what company, hehe.
Ok, gotta be pizza time now, I shall go sit by the front door like a pooch waiting for his master to return home from a WW2 bombing mission (oh hang on, didn’t he get knocked down by a car in Dambusters.?), well you know what I mean.!!
