Ah glorious Monday. Glorious stab you in the face and crap down your neck Monday. If the rest of the week is as good as today then I am really in it up to the neck. I have spent 24 hours (ok I am laundering Sunday with the same detergent i guess) making stupidly bad decisions, pissing people off, making people unhappy and generally depressing myself. At least there was one ray of sunshine who appeared and blew my dark clouds away before I went back and lowered myself in to my little pissed off pit of steamy grubbiness. I love self pity, there is an endless supply even though it doesn’t help. Makes me want to smoke though which is still hurting my head/throat/voice. Oh and no I am not going to the doctors.

I had something interesting to write here but I really have made myself feel worse now so I am going to go have one of the afforementioned fags and sit in the shade of the garden now. Oh hell its too hot. I am sweating BIG style for a skinny guy.

One last thing. Why has every decision I have made since the dying days of May been so stupid, ill advised and badly thought through that I really should be put up against a wall and shot like a common pervert. Grrr. I hate me sometimes.

Roll on Monday.!

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